You would THINK I would ha
ve lost more, though, I feel crappy when I eat so I rarely do, and you know, that whole colonoscopy thing makes you clean RIIIIIGHT out.I guess it just proves that anorexia and bulimia... even FORCED... don't even WORK.
But after I get better. After I get to go HOME, especially, I AM going to recommit. I am going to go to weight loss classes at the place I go to water aerobics and physical therapy. Do that whole "lose a hundred pounds" thing, even though it came at me wrong, it is still TRUE. *cries*
I am so tired of feeling so sick. I am tired of hurting. And yes, I am tired of being obese, but it's not like I can DO anything about it when I can hardly get out of bed anymore.
It's been a bad month.
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awwwww, hugs kipper! I'm hoping for other news this weekend, but if I don't see two lines on my test on Saturday, I'm recommitting too. Heck, either way I'm recommitting to being healthier -- even *if* I end up pregnant, mamas gotta be healthy too! Actually, I'm gonna try following something close to the diabetic diet I was on while preggers with Munchkin (y'know, only trying to follow that and keep the anti-estrogen thing going better). So I'll be your "sugar-free" buddy. heheheh!
kip, i'm sorry you're having such a sucky time lately. i need to recommit too. we can be lose a hundred pounds buddies. :)
I keep recommitting... maybe I REALLY should... and start eating vegetables again.
Kippy, kipper, kipper-snack! Don't get so down on yourself. You can only do what the body allows you to do. being healthy and being thin....NOT THE SAME THINGS. And there's nothing wrong with recommitting. Shoot, I lost the same 20 lbs all year long. ;-) So where is it that you go to Physical therapy and water aerobics? And what are some of your ailments, I'm a pretty good herb specialist!
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