The scoop

So ... My whole blog at stewieslife is really about me freaking out over everything, currently about trying to get pregnant (we've been trying since February). This was my original blog, until d'Rama happened and I had to start another blog which is/was more private and I only gave the URL to a few people (but NOT the one with whom drama was occurring!) and didn't put that URL as public info on my profile ... Steph, BA, and cupcake all were there when it happened, but I have noticed Bobbie and Katz popping up on my blogs and wanted to let you know why I have two blogs and why one is solely focused on infertility. the frootloopsandcheerios.blogspot.com is the one where I talk about stuff BESIDES trying to get pregnant (although that subject does pop up there, too). lol

Because we've been trying to get pregnant for so long, I've let my weight fall to the back burner in my depression. Yep. I have depression. Yep, I let myself use that as an excuse to EAT.

But really. IF/when I do get pregnant, I decided Mama has to be healthy, and since I had gestational diabetes with my DD (she's 8 years old), I probably ought to be following something similar to that diet from the get-go with the next pregnancy.

I know that's hard to do when certain foods make you yak and others are the only thing you wanna eat and you get bigger regardless of how hard you try to eat healthy, but I'm going to do my best to get healthier and out walking (or walking with videos) from here on out so when I do get that bun in the oven, it is healthy and so am I! :)