Wednesday, July 07, 2010

I'm going crazy.

Literally... crazy town over here.

I cheated on Tuesday morning and weighed myself when I woke up. Five pound... GONE! I haven't weighed myself since. I told my sister yesterday that I would probably have to hide my scale so it's not such a temptation. It drove me crazy to stand next to it when I was getting ready this morning. I wanted SO badly to step on and just check.

I forgot to eat dinner tonight. Who does that? Okay, let me rephrase that. I don't do that. I don't think I've ever just forgotten to eat. I'm usually looking at the clock going "Okay, 6:30 is an acceptable time to stuff my face again because it's 'dinnertime'." Not today. I fed my kids and didn't feed myself. It wasn't until after I put the kids to bed and was entering my food into DB that I realized that I was WAY low on calories and hadn't eaten anything since 3.

And here's the kicker... Maybe TMI, but I'm all about sharing. lol

My husband asked if I would have boudoir photos done before his next deployment. I made him a deal. If I get under 225 pounds, I'll do them. At least he'll be motivated to keep me motivated.

I'm insane.

2 comments:

steph k said...

insane, but awesome! :)

I step on my scale every morning and write the number down, personally.. it helps me. Especially if I see the "morning after" results of a binge. I'm weird like that.

keep up the awesome!!

stewbert said...

definitely awesome! :) a boudoir shoot sounds fun ... sort of. hehe.